The Quest For Her Angel

a happy day,there was a smile from her face.a smile that is rarely seen.no price can ever give her happiness.her happiness is his angel.the one which showed her the light,comforted and gave her strength and hope.

normal hands were never expected to witness such creativity,a piece of hidden emotions but just a normal formation of letters that creates a thought but is never understood by many.

should she just run away from her weakness?her only happiness is her weakness.how can she move her foot one step forward if her heart is already fixed to this place,a place where doors were not found.she keeps walking and searching but it seems endless.

will you just advice her to give up?what if there is really something waiting for her in the end?in this place where she is now,she grew tired,one's self feels like a barren land,she can feel the stinging pain from the wounds of her barefoot.she felt thirsty and then she stopped.she lifted her face and stare from nowhere,trying to find the light.she stood up,trying to lift herself.

she set her mind to continue,she chose to endure it all,this is not the time to give up...

her angel will guide him,soon she will find the door,the door of her happiness,just dont look back...

the chances are...

the days went fast,i looked at my watch...you have come this far.was it done by a purpose or just by your will?a man never learn to regret for he knows there is a reason for it to happen,not from the beginning or in the middle but by the end,we shall only know.where did he get his strength?i once wonder!

was it from his ambition?was it from his enemy?was it from all the sufferings?or was it from what's inside his heart?

was there someone who made him strong?the body aged in time,the hair turns to grey,the skin sag and memory gets loss but only one will remain...

a person's life is a great mystery,like a sea the treasures are deep.till a man can breathe,should he let others to ponder,when is the right time?when can you say that the time is right?

till a man can breathe,ruthless judgment were thrown...but when the time you lie in grave,then thats the only time they can realize,the good things you have done.shall you wait for the person to loose his life before appreciation is learnt.

what are you waiting for?are you waiting for the end where the beginning,the past can never get back on to.then the words "how i wish" will be thought of.are we really used to realize it all in the end.

one man knew what he wants now,what he feels now but it was never given a chance...

will there be a chance?only fate can decide...

i have the key

the eyes were dark and empty but no one can really see,a single smile will change the thought of a single man.there was a long silence,deep in the night.the night is cold that the breath is too loud to be heard.the silence of the mind,seeks for comfort.comfort of the the heart as well as the soul.

nothing can calm the spirit,no one knows.the shadows that are kept so well in the dark.tears and pain are completely hidden from the truth.the truth that is never talk about,the truth that is never asked...

there is a place that is forbidden.no one dare to reach,only the one can feel can hold the words.words that are left unspoken.

life is to seek for purpose and not seek for questions.the answer lies from within.there are clouds that keeps from hope to see.was it forsaken or maybe it havent been?maybe soon or maybe never.but then when its over i shall never regret for i have fought for the only thing that makes us a human.embrace it all until it dries you up,the lashes of the flesh is nothing when you are wounded from something that you cannot even call yours.

the night is yours.the battle of one self...

it kills inside

when you think you are that strong,when you think everything is fine,when you think that you are totally happy.then suddenly you cry,feel weak,you feel your heart was stabbed a million times,you feel you lost the air you breathe,you feel you are drowning

... just because of the thing called love

follow your heart

Its difficult to take steps.We will think of the consequences,sometimes choosing what is right just makes it more complex.not everything what seems to be right is right.either path we take,we need to sacrifice things.life is not meant to be perfect nor we can have everything in life.when you need to give up something,it doesnt mean HE will take everything you have but HE wants you to pick up something greater.dont let your problems take in control,take it as a challenge!ill always be there for you when you need me,dont be afraid!

guinsagon,leyte mudslide

i dont know the latest news since i dont have television yet in my new apartment.lex texted me yesterday about the mudlside that occured in Guinsagon,a farming village about 675 km southeast of Manila.The Guinsaugon Elementary School lay at the foot of Can-Abag Mountain, whose steep side collapsed on the village on Friday and covered an area of nine square kilometers in dark brown muck.the massive landslide burried more than 1,400 people,including almost 250 teachers and students.only 46bodies and 57 survivors had been pulled from the reddish soil.

it was a friday's disaster where as more than 200 children and their mothers celebrated women's day at the school.lacking of heavy equipment about 300rescuers must contend with deep shifting mud and unstable mountainside.apart from some iron sheeting,other debris and a lone hut,there was a little evidence that a village once stood there.all they are finding now are dead bodies.the poor agricultural region is desperately unprepared to handle the disaster.one of the doctors said in anhawan hospital,there is nothing more they can do.the victims are in total shock and have serious injuries whose extent they dont know because they dont even have x-ray facilities there.

the situation was so dangerous that most mud volunteers were kept out of the area,a no fly zone was established over the site bec of fears that helicopters downwash could set off a fresh landslide.rescuers cannot go deep but only can focus on the surface because the condition were extremely hazardous.

The USS Essex and the USS Harper’s Ferry, along with 17 helicopters and 1,000 US Marines, were diverted to the scene from planned joint exercises on Jolo and were expected to arrive at daybreak Sunday.

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rescuers search for more bodies trapped in a mudslide that buried houses and an elementary school packed with children in the remote farming village of Guinsaugon, near Saint Bernard town in southern Leyte province, central Philippines February 18, 2006.

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Villagers wade through the mud after a mudslide buried houses and an elementary school packed with children in the remote farming village of Guinsaugon, near Saint Bernard town, in southern Leyte province, central Philippines February 18, 2006.

this really breaks my heart,please pray for all the victims of guinsagon mudslide,i hope they can dig out more survivors and those poor children.my deepest sympathy too to all those families that lost their homes and loved ones in this disaster.

*smiles*

thanks chris aka papa bear for calling me today,it was nice talking to you!your voice sounds very young and jolly i enjoy our short chat.thanks for being a nice friend to me.for always willing to listen even when not asked.*hugs*

grrrrrrrrr

today i missed talking to my bestfriend,i work out which i usually do every morning before anything else and i didnt even open my msn!we talk like twice a month only,gosh miss u so much

i feel so shitty when i miss the chance thats very rare to come!

happy valentines to all

just wanna greet you all a happy valentines day!to all the people in my friend's list,love you loads!*hugs*

me?well im lonely this valentines but im still happy,life rocks!

blah blah blah

what happened to my day?well just normal one,went out to buy some stuff for my apartment and then bought some exercise gadgets like dumbells and twister.i want to continue working out but there is no nearby gym here.very inconvenient if ill travel back and forth everyday so i decided to work out at home instead.

so many noobs in the community!

is it selfish if you just want to have a good future by persevering in life than helping those who are in need?what if you got no one and only yourself?thinking my future and wanting to have a stable life coz we dont know what the future holds.i got many dreams and im trying all my best to reach it even if its so difficult.i dont want to give up and ill reach my goals no matter what.but what if someone needs your help financially?we all got problems!they just dont know how difficult it is to stand on my own without ANYBODY's help.

yay!

got many catching up to do,im so behind in everything but im glad im back here in Zorpia.i miss a lot of friends,im still hunting my old friends in my old account so i can add them to my new account.thanks nani for the pix,ill put it in my album right away and thanx kuya bunny legs for the testimonial

ok guys ill make testimonials again for you but patience ok,got loads of friends to get back on to.

nothing much just happy to be back

is grass greener on the other side of the planet?

is it?not really!we are often curious.we just think it is until you live in a place where you cannot call home.there's no place like home.the thick smoke coming from vehicles,the litters you can see everywhere,the noise of the city but its where my heart at,my home!

im back!and i miss you guys so much,im ready for action again*winks*