Tuesday, August 15, 2006

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME IN Z TEAM


August 14 is a special day for me, its my 1st year anniversary in being a part of Zorpia Team. YAY!!! i just dont like boasting and prefer to keep a low profile. but i made this journal to express my joy and gratitude.


Im really happy being able to help to users and site to the best of my ability. To friends that i havent chatted lately, im sorry but it doesnt mean i have forgotten you ;)


im suppose to celebrate today with friends because this is a very important day for me. i love my job what im doing and im happy about it. its a blessing to me! :) friends cannot make it, rainy season over here but its ok,i know there will be perfect time for us to go out all together and celebrate.


yeah btw as what im saying, its been raining here everyday. makes me a little sick, got slight fever recently, body pains, and cloggy nose but im taking good care of myself now.


also i think the reason is because of frustrations i experience recently due to my bf who happens to be a complete asshole,haha! yeah hear me whining now, but yeah life must move on, if there is something i have to give up, i know it means i have to pick up something greater. i will loose something but i know it will be the best for me. i may not feel completely complete now but at least i have my wonderful friends, my wonderful job and my wonderful Z team whom i truly love and treasure.


thanks for all the trials, pains, stress, frustrations and hardships, you just made me a new, wiser, stronger woman that i couldnt imagine.


P.S.


i love this cake, its my favorite *drools*

Sunday, August 6, 2006

mix emotions

yesterday and today was chaotic, different people has their own day! sheesh! just wanna scream it at the top of my voice and just get away from reality...i also felt sad for the bad things thats happening to my friends... it cant be help, there will always be days like this. anyways its weekend and i need to get out and be away from stress.


i went out today with my friends sean and jaymie. im really expecting lexy but she cant make it,shes very sick.babe wish you get well soon, miss u munchies. im a person who will always keep her words whatever it takes. so all raining, traffic, bad mood this afternoon and difficult time to find taxi but we are here together :D



we spent watching some DVDs and just kulitan sessions, :D whats the important thing for me is the bonding, the moments


im also touched, my bestfriend jaymie gave me a necklace



thank you very much sissy. i really appreciate everything.


some people can whine all he want but at the end of the day.its only me and nothing else who knows the true me, i dont need to prove myself to some stranger who doesnt know any shit from me so bless him!i aint taking any shit from anyone. i know myself best and i dont need anyone's recognition to feel good about myself. but one thing ill make sure, i aint gonna keep quiet about it. some people are only good at talking bullshits. do something worthwhile than starting drama online, go find a drama queen instead.