A Day of Walking

im tiiiirrrrreeeeeddddd........so tired! i spent my day going to different houses, places, hoping to see lost and long time classmates and fwends ~

i was with my bestfriend... :x i dont understand why when the time that we HAVE time to pay people a visit, they aint at home,crazy!

i visited my sis coz she has something for me, check it out

waaahhh i can smell it from afar, so salttyyy..... :S now my hands smell like a fish :P

im thinking what ill do with it, i have no aquarium and not planning to have a fish pet, maybe ill just be creative to have it as a display in my pad...maybe if i have free time

No 1 should regret what is happening in their life

Font in red,garrr!! this is not a sign of love,,, maybe rage?! oh cmon' im emotionless now. twice the times i have been told 'im too full of myself', well....maybe im too protective to myself!

have all my life, understanding, reaching for ppl..trying to make them love,accept the being that i have become!

im tired of being pushed, following, enduring, moaning of something someone i DO NOT deserve.

Now tell me should i still remain being the old me who end up being left in the dark, being the one to blame...

why would people put you down when you struggle to rise???

im breaking the silence...im gonna continue to stand even im blood covered...pain will serve as my weapon...accept me or leave me but never look back,,,do not hurt me for i wont shed a tear for you...i wont let anyone destroy my shield!

 <= for i am my own shield =>

My Meeting W/ Papa Chris

 I have met a close zorpian friend and that is Papa Chris from UK. Such a wonderful one time experience and im honoured to be a part of it. Hoping that our friendship will have more years to come :)

I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME BY EE CUMMINGS

I was watching the movie 'In Her Shoes' by Cameron Diaz, and i heard this beautiful poem she read in one of the scenes. I was moved and i cant help not to search for the poem.

I Carry Your Heart With Me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

ee cummings

The words are truly beautiful and sincere.

my new phone

im luvin it, paparapapa....my motorola V3 :))