HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME IN Z TEAM

August 14 is a special day for me, its my 1st year anniversary in being a part of Zorpia Team. YAY!!! i just dont like boasting and prefer to keep a low profile. but i made this journal to express my joy and gratitude.

Im really happy being able to help to users and site to the best of my ability. To friends that i havent chatted lately, im sorry but it doesnt mean i have forgotten you ;)

im suppose to celebrate today with friends because this is a very important day for me. i love my job what im doing and im happy about it. its a blessing to me! :) friends cannot make it, rainy season over here but its ok,i know there will be perfect time for us to go out all together and celebrate.

yeah btw as what im saying, its been raining here everyday. makes me a little sick, got slight fever recently, body pains, and cloggy nose but im taking good care of myself now.

also i think the reason is because of frustrations i experience recently due to my bf who happens to be a complete asshole,haha! yeah hear me whining now, but yeah life must move on, if there is something i have to give up, i know it means i have to pick up something greater. i will loose something but i know it will be the best for me. i may not feel completely complete now but at least i have my wonderful friends, my wonderful job and my wonderful Z team whom i truly love and treasure.

thanks for all the trials, pains, stress, frustrations and hardships, you just made me a new, wiser, stronger woman that i couldnt imagine.

P.S.

i love this cake, its my favorite *drools*

mix emotions

yesterday and today was chaotic, different people has their own day! sheesh! just wanna scream it at the top of my voice and just get away from reality...i also felt sad for the bad things thats happening to my friends... it cant be help, there will always be days like this. anyways its weekend and i need to get out and be away from stress.

i went out today with my friends sean and jaymie. im really expecting lexy but she cant make it,shes very sick.babe wish you get well soon, miss u munchies. im a person who will always keep her words whatever it takes. so all raining, traffic, bad mood this afternoon and difficult time to find taxi but we are here together :D

we spent watching some DVDs and just kulitan sessions, :D whats the important thing for me is the bonding, the moments

im also touched, my bestfriend jaymie gave me a necklace

thank you very much sissy. i really appreciate everything.

some people can whine all he want but at the end of the day.its only me and nothing else who knows the true me, i dont need to prove myself to some stranger who doesnt know any shit from me so bless him!i aint taking any shit from anyone. i know myself best and i dont need anyone's recognition to feel good about myself. but one thing ill make sure, i aint gonna keep quiet about it. some people are only good at talking bullshits. do something worthwhile than starting drama online, go find a drama queen instead.

 

read if u can understand

im open for friendship only if:

* you make sense

* you are genuine

* you can put up with my busyness

* you know how to have good conversation

do not ask for my msn, my cell number coz i wont give it if we really dont talk, so stop trying

do not ask if i do camsex, you are just wasting time and stop wasting mine

stop with your pick up lines coz IT SUCKS!

just be yourself, no need to impress me

if i dont reply, it only means two things:

- im busy, will get back to you later

- sorry im not interested

its one of those days~

its one of my grumpy days :s

there are things on earth that you want so badly but you cant have...so what now?move on?....as if!yeah told myself hundred times but im still here,blinded...you have someone but you still feel alone and incomplete.

sometimes i just to be so far far away and at the same time theres the feeling of wanting and needing someone. im able to leave what i have to leave, but this one is tough.felt like my feet is glued to this ground that is almost swallowing me whole.

--<3--

what does my birthdate mean?

***Your Birthdate: October 30***

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate.
You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken.
And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted.
Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved.

Your strength: Your flair

Your weakness: If you think it, you say it

Your power color: Scarlet red

Your power symbol: Inverted triangle

Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

my fortune message for the day

"take heart. if opportunity has shut one door, resolve can open thrice a hundred more."

i want to know your insight about this quote, i feel confused :S

Dealing With Changes

whats new with me?hmmm...such busy weeks lately, so many things to accomplish..i had my operation finished and it cost me a lot, resulting me to find and move to a cheaper apartment. yeah i moved out last tuesday. dad didnt come but im thankful to have my good friend kuya rey and jaymie around, who are always there for me in important occasions that i really need someone. of course i have photos, how can i forget that but get used to me, im really goofy,lol

ok so thats me leaving my old place *sobs sobs* how i love that place but i need to go.....

 so this is the new place, same size as my old place but this is a lot cheaper, thats one of the good things.

jaymie helped me in cleaning and arranging my things *hugs to my sissy* love yah!

after that, we went out to have dinner together and she tour me around,lol

 this is us, outside subway, its our first time there and yeah.. the food is ok but i like her order than mine,haha!

when they left, i felt sad...i know this is a big change for me.i dont know anyone here, i feel im a complete stranger and im having small problems in my place,ugh! like my cell has weak signal in my apartment *pulls hair*

i hope i will learn to love it here, hope ill get adjusted to this place right away. im missing everything, i miss my old place that once had been a home to me :(