its not time to give up but to hold on more!

Love is not tested thru the happy and good times but its when everything is rough... and im glad you're still there :D

dont you just love the rain?

Its raining now, and probably will rain everyday. I just love it, the chill it brings, the sound of raindrops, eating hot soup or noodles in a cold early morning, people walking with their umbrellas and jackets (i love wearing jackets) and most of all i like hugging and snuggling in that kind of weather. ;)

what i just hate about it? the dirt that gets into my shoes and feet as im wearing my flipflop. and yeah watch out for those speedy vehicles as they pass by in a puddle, eykk!

sanity still intact, LOL

im in love... im in love with so many things, haha!

its like watching a sunset, waking up with a breakfast in your bed, taking your first bite of your super chocolate cake...hmmm, running in the rain, walking barefoot in wet grass, feeling the cool breeze in an early morning... what more? my list could go on and on :P 

:/

to friends who leaves me comments and messages, im sorry if im not able to keep you updated and if you didnt hear from me these past few days, sooooo busy with lotsa things.

you know i still love and miss yah! thanks for remembering me ;)

dont worry ill just pop in your page when i have time,ciao!

 

Y_Y

Devastating thing happened to me on the night of February 1, never expected it but things happen unexpectedly they say....

things happened so fast, my heart beats so fast learning that my phone is missing.  *kicks sand*

oh well,had it reported to be block already...already finished crying (yeah coz i love that phone) cant eat nor sleep but i think this day is much better than last night :X

thank you for all my friends who comforted me in times like this, i can loose material things and replace it in the future but not my friends *hugs*

P.S.

you wont be seeing new pictures from me these coming months :( but no worries, ill keep you updated  

A Day of Walking

im tiiiirrrrreeeeeddddd........so tired! i spent my day going to different houses, places, hoping to see lost and long time classmates and fwends ~

i was with my bestfriend... :x i dont understand why when the time that we HAVE time to pay people a visit, they aint at home,crazy!

i visited my sis coz she has something for me, check it out

waaahhh i can smell it from afar, so salttyyy..... :S now my hands smell like a fish :P

im thinking what ill do with it, i have no aquarium and not planning to have a fish pet, maybe ill just be creative to have it as a display in my pad...maybe if i have free time

No 1 should regret what is happening in their life

Font in red,garrr!! this is not a sign of love,,, maybe rage?! oh cmon' im emotionless now. twice the times i have been told 'im too full of myself', well....maybe im too protective to myself!

have all my life, understanding, reaching for ppl..trying to make them love,accept the being that i have become!

im tired of being pushed, following, enduring, moaning of something someone i DO NOT deserve.

Now tell me should i still remain being the old me who end up being left in the dark, being the one to blame...

why would people put you down when you struggle to rise???

im breaking the silence...im gonna continue to stand even im blood covered...pain will serve as my weapon...accept me or leave me but never look back,,,do not hurt me for i wont shed a tear for you...i wont let anyone destroy my shield!

 <= for i am my own shield =>