Meeting the Zorpia Staff :)

*jumps up and down* im so happy being here in Hong Kong, i arrived march 26 and will be staying here for a week. Its really a nice feeling and totally awesome meeting the Zorpia staff and the Zorpian God,jeffrey *bows to jeff*. ill make sure to post photos when i get home. mike and his family will be arriving this evening and i cant wait to meet them. the weather here is cool,kinda chilly,lots of great shopping malls,great foods and really a nice place.the nature is just so awesome *smiles*

this will be one of my unforgettable moments,never thought of meeting anyone of my Zorpian friends,but look here i am now

my henna tattoo

this is my first henna tattoo,its tribal and will last for two weeks.i so love it!its cheap so i said why not!i cant have a permanent tattoo even im so dying to have it.its difficult to find a job here if you have tattoo and they ask if you have tattoo when you want to get a visa.i dont know whats the connection of tattoo in getting visa,ugh!

im so happy and excited today.you will know why on sunday,ill make you wonder what it is about so there is thrill,haha!ill keep you updated,mwah!

mampam photoshoots

heya!just an update with my busy life.gosh been busy these days!i had photoshoot yesterday.i only uploaded the half of them tonight coz there are lots.ill upload the other half tomorrow.you are free to check it out on my album*points upward*

its nice working with you daniel,mwah!i modelled the shirt,its so cute isnt it?hehe!looking forward to do more in the future.

im sick,pissed,tired,sleepy,weak

i am sick today,woke up and have a fever.i need a rest,im sooo sleepy,tired and pissed!

last night i slept at 4am and its been 4straight nights ive been drinking.i know its bad but i just feel i need to drink so i cant feel these emotions temporarily.some people cant accept me if they cant get anything from me or have an advantage of me.why is that?if they cant, then im no good at all!fuck them!why is it hard to find and make friends?

im so annoyed too to my connection,i cant be productive as much as i want because of this stupid fucking connection that i have,its always acting up,slow,etc etc etc!!!my time is wasted all the time because of fucking maintenance and etc etc etc!!!

ok enough of this whining!*closes eyes*

drunk and wasted

this was taken by my friend last night,we were drinking and damn,the shot is not great coz he cant have his hands still coz he is already drunk too,bwahahaha!!!

this is really unexpected!my friend just passed by last night and hes already drunk,then out of the blue,i told him,lets go and drink... then got really really drunk that i cant walk coz im soooo dizzy.i vomited on my way home.

then woke up so early around 7am then today my tummy is upset.i cant eat well,ugh!result of getting wasted. but damn i miss my drinking days and last night,i really had fun!

Happy Anniversary To Me!!!

one of the reason to be happy about today is because im one year old already in Zorpia,since the old account i had.i remained to be active in this site for one year.im happy and thankful to meet great friends who makes me laugh and been there in my toughest times.only some people really knows me well but i appreciate the love,care and friendship from all of yah.im greatly attached to this site because i found my virtual home here.the comfort and the sense of belongingness.*sniffles*

i encountered lots of dramas but in the end,what matters is you know what you really are.you dont need to prove anything to anyone.if you let other people get you down then your real battle has already ended.

Thank you to Jeff,you are the man behind my addiction,mwahahaha!!!! to Zorpia Team, you rock my socks, to CZA, i enjoyed working with all of yah!lets unite to fight the pervs,lol

*hands booze and cakes to everyone*

live life!

some actions has serious consequences, all we need is to be responsible for it and accept it.so what if there is one thing that i cant have?its not the reason to be miserable!life will move on,as long as im living my own life by my own rules,im happy! no one can own me...

:l

hope in our busy lives, we wont forget each other

she was a fool

her feelings are overwhelming.too intense that words are not enough to describe.only tears will be witnessed...

the heart breaks into million pieces.how can she able to put it back again?

the body wants to grow numb as well as her soul.but if you ask her how,she doesnt know how...

her soul thats been searching for so long has been totally lost.lost for it totally dwells in the darkness where the heat of the burning flame can be felt.its totally the end,completely gone...

lowering her head,tries hiding her inner self.no one must see,no one must feel.

her quest has ended,she fooled herself in thinking there are really doors.coz the truth is she is really trap.trapped in the darkness,trapped in vain...

her mind,body,heart and soul felt completely tired.if only she can make it stop then maybe she can end all the pain now,she wishes...

weeping is the only thing she can do now,she wants to feel numb...

the angel whom she treasured for a long time....only hurtful words are what is left now

there will be no waiting,no hope for its completely the end