flores de mayo

im supposed to put up these photos last sunday but oh well i have no time,been very busy. there's a parade that passed by my place last sunday afternoon, with drums beating and girls wearing their gown, hehe! this is called flores de mayo, we have it every may.

these are the girls wearing gown, gosh it looks so gorgeous on them but it also looks itchy and hot!hehe! when i was a little girl, i was asked to join in flores de mayo but im very shy and its not really my interest

you see i love taking photographs of just anything and make a meaning out of it. i only take these photos using my nokia 6630, i want to buy digicam soon so i can take good shots

do you eat this?

this is what im eating yesterday, mussel, i say i love any kind of seafood.its yummy especially when you are drinking beer with it,damn speaking of beer, i miss drinking. because im sick now, i cant drink, no sweets, no colds, no drinking, no staying up late, no social life! oh my! what is this a punishment?! im grounded for everything but oh well...

thanks to all the peeps who showed their concern, for being caring and for checking on me every now and then.mwah! *munches a mussel*

P.S.

i want to have hair color soon, i want to have red hair but i dont know if it will suit me,maybe ill just go for light brown.ill make sure to post photo :P

the times when you needed someone, they are gone

Im just someone who's needing your comfort

Im just someone who's needing your love

Im just someone who's needing your understanding

Im just someone who's needing your acceptance

Im just someone who's needing YOU

The first book that i bought :D

this is the first book that i bought that really interests me. james recommended it to me, thanks to you!

i went to different bookstore yesterday and im really searching for a good book that will really interest me and not make me feel sleepy.i almost gave up in searching yesterday coz i feel i really cant find anything that will interest me and also feeling kinda weak and dizzy too from walking here and there inside the mall. i can say that im not really fond of reading books, in one word, im LAZY to read. but then i also feel outdated coz i havent bought any books for me or havent finished reading anything. i feel that in order to get me hook into reading is to buy something that will interest me, so Men are From Mars, Women Are From Venus is the first book that interests me, i was reading some of the pages in this book before buying this and yeah, kinda funny knowing some things that im not really aware of! first night of reading, 12pages back to back,haha!

i have to buy swimsuit yesterday because i have to submit a swimsuit photo to the modelling company that contacted me but yeah i chose to buy book first.

now i can say that i can do something else besides computer, movies, shopping, eating, clubbing..

reading is a good hobby :D

i see you in my dreams

if there is something i want now, that would be a sleep, sleep for long hours and having good dreams,nyakkakakakakaka.......ill be back on track soon, and this time ill make it right!

and this is how dee looks like when she just woke up, messed up hair, even how messy it is, i like how it looks like

still rainy and windy here but im luvin it, i dont need to turn on my fan at night and in am, i like the chill. i like hugging my pillows so tight, i like sipping my tea in this kind of weather *yawns* cant wait to lie my back on my bed, cant wait to close my eyes, cant wait to see you in my dreams....

guess who?it might be YOU!

i love you guys!

i love you guys!mwah mwah mwah!hey ate jaymie who are you looking at?lol

i cant help to laugh when i see this photo *falls from the chair laughing* this is so hilarious!ssshhhhh....keep it a secret!:P

ok now seriously speaking, thank you lexy for coming over even there's a typhoon, you are one super chick, a lakwatsera chick take note!i really appreciate your effort,for bringing me pears and calamansi,mwah!

thank you jaymie for not keeping us waiting for that long,haha!coz we just didnt notice the time since we are doing some rush shopping,lol...thank you for being who you really are,i admire you so much!you are my laughing gas,i go gaga,i go loca,i go crazy when im with you two,most especially you who i think every word that comes out to your mouth is super funny! *measures your fingers*oops jaymie you have a long finger which means?hhahahahaha!!!!

im still sick but meeting you guys makes me feel better,u are my medicine wherein i forgot all my worries,stress and sickness.thank you for being a part of my life now*blushes*ill make sure to take good care of myself more now and next time when im really really well, we will hit the dance floor but ill just drink in moderate amount.

ate arlene you see we took many crazy photos, hope you enjoy them, check out for more photos up there which i stole from jaymie,lalalalala

i love you guys!

P.S.

we watch poseidon and 1 of the main actor, Josh Lucas is pretty HOT *giggles*

why are there so many bad things happening lately?

i dont want to hide how i really feel now,im very very sad im sick again,just now,i got fever....

why im always getting sick?i just got sick two weeks ago and i went to hospital and medicines are quite expensive. im such a weakling! i know my daily routine is not healthy. i always stay up late, i drink too much recently, i told you i went clubbing last sunday and i drank beer and two shots of tequila which im not used to. i only drink beer but not hard liquor, i went home 7am and just had 3hours of sleep, i have to start my day because i got loads of work to do. i dont have enough sleep anymore, im in a depress state and i just work work work in order for me not to feel down. i keep myself occupied,mentally and physically thats why i always make sure im doing something and everything is done before i go to bed. im not eating healthy too, i didnt go out for a day to buy food.i just ate biscuits and bread and noodles. i try to rest my body and mind but my body automatically wakes up early. when i say im depress, i dont mean i just sit and sulk in a corner, im really very busy actually like i always do but the way i feel inside is different like im sinking...im thinking maybe thats why my immune system is not strong because im feeling like this. can you force your inner self to be happy even you are not? but inspite of all,i have to take care of myself, what i got is myself....im pissed because of getting sick it will affect my work and i dont want that to happen. i dont want to neglect it even a little,damn!i need to be well!

today i think i got over fatigue, i cleaned my place,did some laundry,went grocery carrying heavy plastic bags, walk here and there

my heart is bruised....

sorry for sounding pathetic but i need to release it,maybe it will lessen the heavy load im feeling now...

my sunday weekend!

me and my friend patman went to Formula bar, its really unique and cool inside. its a disco bar but no dance floor, you can just dance anywhere you want with comfy seats around. i saw an old celeb there last night.

we drank some beers and 2shots of tequila, damn hang-over now *rubs my forehead* its not really plan, unexpected that im gonna go bar hopping last night but yeah it was great, the energy is high! i didnt take many photos, oh well...i hope everyone had a great weekend :)

before ending my journal i also want to greet my dear friend wozie steve a happy happy birthday!!! we might not talk often but you rock my world!*hands u some beer*mwah!

anyone can help me? *puppy face*

maybe someone can help me?i need the background music URL for the song evanescence - missing

thats my favorite song and if someone can help me,much appreciated *blows kisses to the one who can help me*

Meeting Jaymie!

I met a really cool chick, guess who?Its Ate Jaymie!!!!*dances wild* check our photos:


im really happy to meet you ate jaymie, you made my day, you are really funny like me.

then i saw a painting whose boobs are showing,bigger than mine!:P

tada!!!

thats all folks!

its hard

things that are hard to do:

1. act ok even deep inside you're not

2. letting go of something that you want so badly

3. accepting the unacceptable things

4. moving on when you are still expecting for changes

5. holding your tears to prove them you are strong even you are in pain

6. hate the person even all you want is to be loved by that person

7. forgive and forget

8. smile when you feel like bursting in anger

9. wish even if you know it only happen in fairy tales

10. to have control in things

thanks lexy!

i got a gift from lexy last sunday when we met *claps hands*

tada! it is a bangle,thank you very much lexy. *hugs* we have the same bangle,hehe!

we are the dancing DUO!!!

super sunday with lexy

i had a super sunday with my dear sis lexy, we went clubbing and went home, ummmm.... 6am!

we went to padis point in malate and we have super awesome time than the first clubbing because the DJ and the music is so awesome, even though the dance floor is not that big,hehe!

we met a lot of guys,i met jesus, hes half mexican and just having vacation here.the one wearing in red... and lexy and the 2marks,*laughs*

i so love dancing!im so hyper that night,aah hang over,sleepy the next day,then a lot of work to do,haha! who says life must not enjoy even you are busy,yay!

me and lexy have a theme that night, we are wearing all black and funky skirt,i was teased by the first mark,grrrr.... haha! my own style thats me!*winks*

we have few photos because no one would take photos of us :/ didnt have the chance to meet popeye, i hope next time you can come with us*grins*

thanks lexy for the bracelet,she gave me a gift,i love it!mwah mwah mwah!!!