Thoughts

I have wasted so many opportunity
have dissapointed those expecting ones
have broken so many hearts, scared to be too close
Thats why I end up breaking mine

All my life i keep searchin'
keep askin' and dreamin', of how it is like to live a life thats easy and luxurious
Until I realized, it didnt make me feel satisfied

Can you give me back my old memories?
The childhood past, reminiscing the laughter of an innocent child
The warmth of my loved ones' hug that made me smile and cry

Where are you now?
Why have you left so suddenly?
The life that is once colorful has turned black and blue
Please do take care of them, maybe soon we will meet again

Im rebel
From future i have ran away, with so many possibilities
I broke the rules
I have taken many risks and dangers
Just to reach what my heart truly desires
Is unknown

= composed by: dee =