Saturday, December 23, 2006

greetings for everyone!

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year to everyone! Hope you will all have a great holiday.


Sometimes, things happen unexpectedly and unwanted but i will still smile. These are just some days in a year. I have much days to await and days that gone by that I can say have been the best days of my life and hope that ill be able to make the coming days more fruitful and great.


To all those that feels that they wont have a great xmas, cheer up and make the best out of that day

Monday, December 18, 2006

40 QUESTIONS,whoa!

1) Whose bed did you sleep in last night? I was on my own bed, i would have hard time sleeping if i was on other's bed
2) Who were you with? I was by myself
3) Where did you go when you woke up? I went to the bathroom, dont ask why
4) Where are you now? In my apartment, in front of the computer answering this :P
6) Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Yes, i hugged the mom of my old neighbor and i hugged and kissed my sister
7) Look at your cell phone. Who is the 4th missed call?
Honey, thats what stored in my phone
8) Who sent you the last text?A friend saying goodnight
9) What about the 3rd one down in your inbox?
A text from my zorpian bro, shadow
10) Do you like anyone right now?
umm im really not sure, for real, not really but in zorpia yes *shy smile*
11) Do you have a crush on anyone?
I have the same answer as no 10
12) Have you ever told anyone you love them?
Yes and i was rejected, LMAO!!!
13) And not meant it?a year ago i did but this year,nope.we shouldnt say those 3 words so easily
14) How old were you when you had your first kiss?
uh-oh...*thinks*gosh!ummm i remembered i was like 9
15) Ever been caught doing something you shouldn’t?
not yet,haha!
16) Ever been beaten up?
yeah but right now, if ever there is, ill beat the hell out of him/her
17) When were you last drunk?
errr..last month, wow!its been a while
18) Ever had a one night stand?
I cannot stand for the whole night, that would be painful
19) Ever flashed anyone?
wahahahahaha....flashed what?
20) Thrown up in public?
eeew mmm yeah....embarassing *hides*
21) What about passed out because of alcohol?
once but im glad i made it home before i passed out
22) What’s on your mind right now?
to sleep, its 2:37am now and *yawns*
23) Want to get married?
i need a bf first dont u think ;|
24) To who?
I havent meet him yet
25) How many kids?
only one, dont u know how difficult for a woman to get pregnant and labor
26) What gender?
it really doesnt matter
27) Would you make a good mum/dad?
All i can say i wouldnt be too strict and too conservative mum, we're living in a modern age
28) Would you take a bullet for someone?
No second thoughts yes.Would you prefer to be lost or loose someone?
30) What kind of home would you like?
A home full of love,peace, care from one another
31) What do you want to be when you grow up?
Im already grown up, i just want to live my life to the fullest
32) Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
I can see myself finishing my college, and working abroad, well goodluck to me
33) 10 years? thats tough, probably to where my destiny is
34) Ever kissed anyone on your zorpia list?
yes *giggles*
35) Ever seen any of them naked?
I wish,haha! but no.they would probably think im a perve,lol
36) Who was the last person to leave a comment?
nani
37) Are you good friends with him/her?
she is like a sis to me,she calls me often,shes a very good friend of mine
38) How often do you log into Zorpia?
u mean how long in a day?well in a day, i am here for more than 8hours,lol. What can i say?im an addict
39) Do you get excited by new comments/ pic comments?
im thrilled,*smiles*
40) Do you have any celebs on your friends list?
Music artists yes!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

WHERE AM I RIGHT NOW?!

Actually i have no idea, i think im on the verge of discovering myself, searching, seeking, exploring, looking for what????....


I have no idea, fulfillment?love?comfort?care?peace?friends?family? My world turned upside down and i feel im a complete stranger into this world im living in.I feel reborn, and i feel unknown, insignificant, forgotten, lost


My heart is breaking and yet i feel emotionless. I cannot feel and i cannot cry. Have i lost already my senses to feel? or even love?


I will not expect coz i dont want to expect. I long to be love but I dont know how to love, ridiculous but true. Fears were lost because the triumph awaits in the next life, not here on earth.


Why am i longing for something, someone thats already gone. When they were existing, i detested so much. I will never feel completed coz i was never completed. I am drifting in this world full of chaos.


I wish i could skip the special occasions and holidays so i wont feel their absence.Like right now, at this time....

Thursday, December 14, 2006

HAPPY BDAY JEFF! < 3




my birthday greetings for jeff :D


love you loads!

Friday, December 1, 2006