Actually i have no idea, i think im on the verge of discovering myself, searching, seeking, exploring, looking for what????....
I have no idea, fulfillment?love?comfort?care?peace?friends?family? My world turned upside down and i feel im a complete stranger into this world im living in.I feel reborn, and i feel unknown, insignificant, forgotten, lost
My heart is breaking and yet i feel emotionless. I cannot feel and i cannot cry. Have i lost already my senses to feel? or even love?
I will not expect coz i dont want to expect. I long to be love but I dont know how to love, ridiculous but true. Fears were lost because the triumph awaits in the next life, not here on earth.
Why am i longing for something, someone thats already gone. When they were existing, i detested so much. I will never feel completed coz i was never completed. I am drifting in this world full of chaos.
I wish i could skip the special occasions and holidays so i wont feel their absence.Like right now, at this time....
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