to my friends

hey guys!its been a while,sorry for not posting back to your guestbooks, ok so whats happening to me lately? im getting enough rest these days and long hours of sleep. ive been ill for more than a month but i just hide it with my smile :)

but it got worst, so i have to undergo operation soon, i have to have my tonsils remove because i have difficulty in eating,breathing and talking. ive been to many doctors to ask for different opinions, i want to save my tonsils but medicines wont help. it really needs to be remove because it has been problematic for me. all doctors said, my case is already surgical. i took 5kinds of antibiotics already for a period of more than a month. its really frustrating for me! i follow everything and bought all the medicines prescribed but i guess im under through a lot of stress. stresses coming from different aspects. as of now thats the last thing i wanna feel, to feel stressed. doctor suggested me sleep apnea, sleeping in a sitting position, tried that for 2days but it results me to having back pain and heavy lungs

only soft foods for now, a lot of foods i cannot eat.grrrr.......

by monday ill have my medical tests, to see if my body is suit for the operation then by next week i will know when can i have my operation.

ive never been hospitalized all my life but i get sick easily, doh!

now this is the first time ill be hospitalized and ill undergo surgery, oh my! i need strength....

thank you thank you for all the friends who showed their care and concern for me, who helped me, who called and texted me, who thought of me, from the bottom of my heart, thank you! i felt i was alone, but i still got a family, i got my zorpian friends, i love you guys!

i was anxious, sick and worried but you guys gave me comfort, thank you for being my angel *hugs*