I Miss You So Much

*shakes my head* i cannot sleep, im so exhausted today because of work. 3:28 am now, i seriously need some sleep and rest. *breaks my pencil* LOL!

yeah the reason why i cannot sleep, i suddenly thought of my dad and felt how much i really miss him. It was year 2003 when I last saw him. Year 2005 when i visited his grave.

I wrote a poem for him, just finished. Its more of a message to him but i thought of not posting here instead. Somethings are not meant to be known by "everyone". I am planning to read it to him when i visit him soon.

Some people think, when a person shows his/her trueself. When he/she knows how to express his/her emotions, he is labeled as "emo". Being yourself doesnt show your weakness, instead having a tough spirit.

Me and my dad werent the best of friends nor me as daddy's girl. He is the one that hurt me the most and he is the one that I love the most. He raised me to be a fighter. If its not for him, I wouldnt be what I am now. He had played a big role in my life.

*covers my face with pillow* Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................