my holiday

My 3 days holiday have been very fruitful for me, because i finally faced my past. I already felt im very ready to face the people in my past. No more feelings of embarassment, confusion and awkwardness. I did surprise them all with my unexpected presence.

first in my list of things to do is meeting my old bestfriend, she changed a lot physically. She's a bisexual, but now she looks so much girly and very skinny. Skinnier than me, now i feel fatter,lol. I visited her in her work place and waited till she gets out, so i was in the mall wandering around,haha!

Tuesday, i visited my old company. I met my old boss and office staffs. They are very surprised, shocked! They said i changed a lot. Im prettier and became more confident and outward person now. Too much compliment from them, so flattered. Whatever happened in my past, it made me into a new and stronger me. I love myself for who I am and what I have become now. Evening, i met my two friends, Jaymie and Dave and had a splendid dinner with them. Food are so great *thumbs up* We ate in Burgoo.

Wednesday, I met my old good friend Rey. He is like an uncle and a brother to me. We met and watched movie, 'The Departed' take out some pizza and pasta, hate those staff who told us we cant bring the pasta inside the cinema coz it could stain the rag. Bullshit! Thats what i thought, im kinda sarcastic. They didnt even have the sign near the ticket booth. They have the sign in the entrance of the cinema which is very unrecognizable. Ok fine!lol

The movie sucks! It ended bad for me. Non-sense i think, i shouldve chose The Guardian or World Trade Center. But itll start pretty late.

So happy to made contact to my old friends and colleagues. My old company is still inviting me to work for them, i was the top seller of the company in my days. My answer to them 'we'll see'. I dont want to be impolite and proud by answering just no. My ex boss gave me a set of their new product, whitening lotion and soap,hehe!

I feel fulfilled. To have the courage to face the people whom I avoided before because of the fear to be judged.

Thats it! splendid holiday with my friends :)

P.S.

Super thanks to my good lil sis Nemo, it was Monday afternoon, when i woke up late, my caretaker knocked on my door, saying i have a mail. Im wondering who would write to me, it was nemo from singapore. She gave me handmade pair of earrings. I love it very very much, its so beautiful. Thanks and love yah lots Nemo,mwah!